CLUB v COUNTRY CONFLICT
Bellamy's Wales passion has always burned deep and, desperate to help his country reach Euro 2004, he missed key Newcastle United matches to rest two troublesome knees and ensure he could play in big qualifiers against Italy and Finland. But it caused friction up on Tyneside, with Newcastle chairman Freddy Shepherd particularly vocal.
"I was so close to playing in the European Championships and I didn’t know if I’d get as good a chance to get Wales to a major tournament again.
It meant I would be putting Newcastle second, which ate away at me.
The crunch game against Italy was set for the San Siro in Milan. I knew that if I had any chance of being even close to my best for the Italy game, I couldn’t play again in the build-up to it."
Without Bellamy Newcastle lost to Partizan Belgrade, Manchester United and Birmingham, were out of the Champions League and bottom of the Premier League.
Freddy Shepherd, understandably, was not particularly happy. He moaned at me about my involvement with Wales. He said it was obvious that I needed surgery and that I could not join up with the national team again until I had played for Newcastle.
But I was solely focused on my country. I knew what I was doing was essentially unfair to Newcastle, but I was desperate to play in the Euros.
So I tried to appease Newcastle by starting to train again. But the club insisted I couldn’t play for Wales unless I played for Newcastle first and I knew that if I played in the game against Birmingham, I would be in too much pain to play against Italy.
My knees had got so bad, I needed more than a week’s recovery time after every match.
Newcastle banned me from playing and got a solicitor to write to the Welsh FA. They warned Wales that if I joined up with them, they would sue the Welsh FA.
I joined up anyway and Wales sent me to see an independent surgeon. The surgeon barely looked at me and gave me the okay.
Wales said I was fine. Freddy Shepherd was furious. He said I’d never play for Newcastle again. It was a fraught situation."
Wales lost 4-0 to Italy once more, but victory at the Millennium Stadium over Finland three days after would put them back on track to qualify. Trouble is that Bellamy, Robbie Savage and Mark Delaney - three key players - were booked at the San Siro, each suspended for the Finnish clash and a weakened Wales could only draw 1-1. It meant they were consigned to the play-offs.
"I felt crushed. I had been building everything towards that night (Italy). I didn’t have much impact, either. Not really. I felt like I’d let everybody down in the end.
Italy could only manage a draw against Serbia in Belgrade four days after, which meant that victory for us over Finland the same night would have put us back in control of the group.
We drew Russia in the play-offs but they were a month away and I knew I couldn’t make it. I couldn’t go on playing any more. Every time I played, it was like torture.
In my absence, Wales drew 0-0 with Russia in Moscow and then fell to a 1-0 defeat in the second leg in Cardiff. I didn’t go to the game. I probably should have done but I was so down and depressed that I didn’t want to risk visiting my mood on any of the other lads. I watched it at home in Newcastle. When the final whistle went, it was gut-wrenching.
So that was it. My best chance of playing in a major tournament was gone. I tried to put it behind me and concentrate on rescuing my career.
I had been in so much pain, I had been trying to satisfy so many people, that it had worn me down. I was trying to do my duty for my country and respect the people who paid my wages, but in the end I wasn’t doing anybody any favours.
Not Wales and certainly not Newcastle. All I’d done, actually, was make myself look like an idiot."
ROW OVER REFUSING TO SING ANTHEM AT THE OLYMPICS
Bellamy was part of a five-strong Wales group who played for Team GB at the London Olympics, with Ryan Giggs, Aaron Ramsey, Joe Allen and Neil Taylor also involved. Gareth Bale would also have played, were it not for injury. Bellamy helped the side get off to a decent start by scoring against Senegal, but it was the Welsh refusal to sing the traditional English anthem pre-match that captured the headlines.
"To be involved in the Olympics was amazing. It was my major tournament at last, I suppose. Ryan Giggs was captain and it was an honour to be in the same set-up as him.
I had to come off near the end after I took a bang on the knee and Old Trafford rose to give me a standing ovation. That was a novel experience for me. It was a decent start and most of the reaction was positive.
The only thing that seemed to concern people was that the Welsh players had not sung the anthem when it was played before the match.
I’d made a point of grabbing the Welsh players – Neil Taylor and Joe Allen (Aaron Ramsey was on the bench) – before we lined up and making sure we all stood together. I didn’t include Ryan in it because he was captain and he had different responsibilities.
But I wasn’t going to sing the national anthem and nor was any other Welsh player. It’s not our anthem.
I sing one anthem and that’s that. That’s my country’s anthem.
I’m not being anti-English or anti-British. It was just the way it was.
Craig Bellamy, here leading out Team GB against Luis Suarez' Uruguay at the Millennium Stadium, refused to sing the English/British anthem
A lot of people were offended that we didn’t sing. I can understand that. It was a difficult situation.
But you have to remember that we took some stick in Wales just for playing for Team GB. It was important to strike a balance. If we had sung the anthem, that would have been a step too far.
You have to be respectful to the people of your country.
The problem is that the British anthem is the English anthem. It was impossible to get around that."
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